Permanent feeling of anxiety this week.
Why have I let it get this far? It’s going to destroy me and there’s nothing I can do about it.
It’s a bit depressing that when I go back in my archive to around this time last year, I was reblogging exactly the same things about exactly the same person. And I’ve still not actually done anything about it. Could’ve stopped all this a long time ago. My mind keeps me hanging on though, need to get out of this mindset.
And another year on. I’m a fucking shit person